Oh, How The Tables Have Turned

Since when is Allison/Dave/Petunia posting more often than me?

The last few weeks have been really busy, which is a) a welcome reminder that I actually have a social life, and b) a time consuming, energy sucking commitment.

Which is odd, because I never used to consider spending time with people a "commitment". I'm realizing that over the past year instead of getting more and more social, I've just shut down little by little. And then, every so often when I actually do morph into my former social butterfly self, I feel like I'm performing. Its probably just crazed teenage hormones and stress. I mean, the alternative is that I'm simply turning into my mother.

I don't really want to recap the last two weeks of my life, mostly in fear that it will look as trite on the computer screen as it feels. But its not, really. Trite, I mean. I'm just a little bundle of contradictions today, apparently.

I love reading blogs. Especially the blogs of people I only vaguely know. So sorry, Kami, if you're reading this, because I totally read your blog. Although if you're reading this, then I guess I shouldn't be apologizing. And there I go again...

Oh, time for me to "go to sleep". Right.

Pieces. Its been a while.
Kelly