This Weekend

was actually one of the best ive had in a long time. aside from the familial drama that's occurred within the last two hours, it was really relaxing. now back to school again, which im dreading.

choir has taken over my life. we're singing this song that incorporates claps and stomps, which is impossible for me to handle while i sing, but im getting there. and in chorale we're singing this cool song called leonardo, and its really awesome and crazy but like thirty pages. and UIL is next week, and then disney, so my choir teachers are stressing. and when other people stress i start to stress, and then history repeats itself and im right back to where i was before winter break.

hanging out with allie and kimberly and stephanie this weekend made me realize how much i really miss my friends. i've been so consumed with bbyo and school and other things that i havent been able to see them much, aside from birthday parties and lunches. which arent enough. im so ready for this school year to be over so things can be normal again. junior year is killing me.

soooo today i went to starbucks with zoe to see her new love, but he wasnt there, so we just drove around in her new car, which is adorable. ha, just now i typed cart instead of car. what if we all drove carts? how crazy would that be?

we found out our o'crew terms for camp this week. o'crew is basically like doing all the grunt work around my camp (www.campolympia.com- best place ever), but you dont have you pay and they dont pay you. im really excited, but i signed up for a term that no one else i know is going to, so im nervous. i was thinking though, and i realized that im more scared of not being with my friends than i am meeting new people. and its not even just that ill miss them and it'll be totally different, its more that im sad they'll bond without me there and things will change. growing up sucks a little bit.

so i have a psyche test, and i was just taking a break from studying slash playing bejeweled on my phone. i am so productive.

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kelly